Prayer Meeting

I was glad that i went for the prayer meeting at Redemption Hill Church tonight. It was a tough struggle for me, contemplating between devouring my readings or spending some time of prayer in a community of people i don't know. But i felt it strange in my heart that i should go even if i'm going to be a stranger in a strange land.

It was a time of communion with God, everyone praying in unity yet in diversity. Speaking in tongues or in common languages, the whole church prayed from Scripture after Scripture, seeking the revival of God to be sent throughout the nations. One passage that night hit me after Simon prayed for humility among us all. Of how we should humble ourselves and rely on the grace of God, not falling into the trap of self-confidence and reliance on one's own power to do things.

"So, as those who have been chosen of God, holy and beloved, put on a heart of compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience; bearing with one another, and forgiving each other, whoever has a complaint against anyone; just as the Lord forgave you, so also should you. Beyond all these things put on love, which is the perfect bond of unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body; and be thankful." Col 3:12-15

Indeed, as i looked back at my life, i realised i have a lot of complaints against pastor Chen and Leong. Felt betrayed, belittled, hurt. But yet at the same time, how could i not forgive them when Jesus forgave me of even greater sins committed against Him. Why can't i have the humble spirit to bear and love one another, and to put on love to preserve the bond of unity. It is not easy to forgive... indeed it is not. But by the grace of God i have to learn to let go of the bitterness within.

Really am attracted to the vision of Simon in making his sunday sermons more 'evangelistic' in style. To be gospel-centered in preaching, for even christians need the gospel every single day of our lives. Met a few muslim converts and am very amazed by the grace of God in their lives. Really am looking forward to next week's community group on wednesday.